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December 13th, 2004
10:42 pm
KissMe__Crazy...thats my new livejournal, its under construction but give it time
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December 12th, 2004
10:14 am
Hey Everyone..i'm making a new livejournal---new username is KissMe_Crazy but i haven't finished so just a heads up!
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December 2nd, 2004
03:52 pm - -Tell Me-
.So i'm a little left of center, i'm a little out of tune, some say i'm paranormal, so i just bend their spoon-Tell me-->Who wants to Be Normal in a Crazy Mixed up World?.
Volleyball has kept me buzi all week, not that they are long hard practices, its more of the mental thing...breaking down what i want to accomplish, that sort of thing* Yes...I'm lonely but Yes, I am happy atlast* No Boys, No Kissing, Hugging, that sort of thing--its just not the right time at all...maybe later on in the year* Atleast I'm earning the respect of the jocks, yea they know i push my ass in everything--i'm a hustle baby, u best believe it! ;).. Tyler broke his elbow, I'm feelen bad for my X--Never thought i'd have sympathy on that jerk but I do, after all he gave me love*so i'll start going to the wrestling meets as soon as he's well for support, to be his friend...then i think i'll be ready to try, maybe*Been Dreaming alot of Crazy dreams, I wonder what they mean, school's been a hastle lately, but when is it not? Can you believe it snowed?*If anyone wants to buy a snowboard from me let me know!*haha I used it 5 times and i spent $700 on it, its a sweet SoLoMon board--yellow and blue, so if you are about my size, give me a ring* i'll let you have it for 250* or alot less if i like you*--Gotta get ready...spandex and such...
Kiss Slowely and as always----Love DeepLy
--look inside, because you never know what you may find--
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: You Get Me
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November 21st, 2004
08:04 pm
Its Sunday Night...3 days away from getting in the car and driving home*(very excited).Shelby is coming down for break, but i'm leaven so its just extremely unfortunate(maybe i'll see you another time chickie)*Volleyball tryouts end tomorrow..i was really excited for the season to start but its gonna be a tough cut tomorrow, we'll see how things go down*i think i'm gonna make it though*Hung out around the house, helped my dad* he's the funniest guy in the world*Only 2 more days of school, this year is flyen by, very happy* Found out Bryce has a gurlfriend named Jenna...she's beautiful, its unfortunate, but whatever*As long as I make volleyball, life will be sweet*Jesse is dating Karissa and again I say..what a waste*Nice gurl-Nice Guy...don't even wanna bother anymore*Downloaded some of the sweetest songs ever recorded in the era of solo singers with TALENT*Packers play in 30 minutes..not that excited for the game because its against the TeXaNs...we'll kill them* Michigan lost and unforutnely Stocco is sending them to the Rose Bowl...sucks big time*Nothing new like always...I'll keep waiting though*Rumor has it, Rick is moving...which sucks, what a great kid even though i never talk to him anymore*Fair well to him* I guess i'm out, i don't have any pants on* i'm in a robe!!!
-Peace my Friends...Peace-
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) content
Current Music: Who Would Imagine a King
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November 14th, 2004
07:53 pm
Hey Jealousy!!!
Tell me do you think it’d be all right
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I’m in no shape for driving
And anyway I’ve got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I’d ever had
If I hadn’t blown the whole thing years ago
I might not be alone
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found
To take it’s place...hey jealousy
And you can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
If you don’t expect too much from me
You might not be let down
Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn’t blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found
To take it’s place...hey jealousy
She took my heart
There’s only one thing I couldn’t start
What a great weekend...started off gay, sitting home on Friday night, waking up to the sound of Byrd's voice saying "get ur ass up, we're goin shopping", so I got up, got dressed and was off to Rochester*What an adventure it was..i learned how to use an ATM and I stole a little christmas bulb from the tree there, unfortunetly it wasn't as big as Byrd wanted!!haha...Went into my favorite store..GAP!!!Didn't buy anything, only had $100 on me...I need a J-O-B!!!.Took Byrd into Banana Republic, will never do that again*She decided to put her arms around the manakins and talk to them, "suzie, tel jess that we wanna leave" and she shuved all the hats that i was looking at in the corner, so the lady followed us!*When Karissa called I decided to jump out of the car and run around it, Chinese Fire Drill Baby!! We babysat till 2am this morning...the little kids were well, interesting* I played monster and horsie with them but she thought my hair was like the mane so she pulled it!*We serached the house, found the porn, stole the alcohol and a little light bulb thing..and we were off to do little errons at 10am, and go see Marul* Well I'd just like to announce that the Packers WON!!!..Badgers had a little lose but thats ok!..What a weekend.. and I found out that I am soo blessed.....i just have the most amazing people in my life*"hey jealousy" is in my top 10 right now!!*Sing it Loud for Me Baby!!!
Current Mood: BLESSED
Current Music: Hey Jealousy
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November 12th, 2004
04:38 pm
..Thank God Its EFFIN Friday!!!..So Stoked to get out of the house and P-A-R-T-Y!!*Not quite sure what I'm doin yet but Byrd will clue me in when she calls*..I'm listening to sum sweet Spanish Music and and i'm not that bad at singing it either*..sometimes i love my voice, and other days...lol*Hope I talk to him this weekend, i think i'td make everything better*Saw him with that gurl he's interested in, they were walking in the hallways talking..talked to eachother last night on the phone amanda told me...yea, i'm jealous*--my fault, i'm shy--he's shy (to me atleast) and now, just like always.....i can watch the guy i "hearted" go for someone else*.High School is So Over-Rated* Volleyball tryouts are next week...never been soo excited for something in my whole life--to get back in the gym...back on the court--Been obsessing over music right now...working on the vocals*its sweet...soo willingly ready to pick up my guitar but there is only one guy i want to give me lessons and thats a total secret*He's a senior..and i'm nerden out on him*No One Will Ever Know*Elle told me today that Vanilla Curve's C.D. just came out...there's only a few songs on it but go buy it, support our local bands!!!I heard Carson is moving in like 2 weeks, i'm sad even though i haven't talked to that kid in a while--he's still awesome*I wanna go tanning so bad but I can't go until tomorrow*or as laura says "go cook myself?"*Ever feel like catching the next train out of here...running anywhere*maybe home?--Still wanna move back home to Spring Green but volleyball is gonna keep me here--As long as I'm here i'm gonna keep looking for that escape..that one thing that i'll fall in love with, that will take it all away..wither it be in a person, music, something because volleyball isn't who I am*i don't want it to be--Gonna take a cat nap as Claya always says and figure out what we're doin tonight....cuz i'm just confused on the whole deal-- Peace and As Always.. Love-->J'Do<--
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/blah.gif) blank
Current Music: Baby Its You!!!!
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November 10th, 2004
11:05 pm - Days go By
Its kinda late, probably won't make it through school tomorrow but its So Nice to have a computer again*..Not much has happened in this petty life i life day in and day out*..Spent all weekend with Amanda, she had her sweet 16, got her liscense and drove me to volleyball....best car ride of my life*Suppose to snow tomorrow, not ready for the cold just yet..i'm still hangin on to my short shorts and flip flops* Sister was in the hospital for 2 days..sorry if i was bugging on anyone, she's still in alot of pain and is suppose to have surgury tomorrow...doubt that will happen* She'll reschedule, hopefully things will get better soon.....the whole thing has been making me crazy*She's the most incredible person....yea, u remember that Casey!;)*I Miss TEDDY and i hope he read this because we need to hang out!!!...Volleyball is coming up, so excited for that...Days go by and not much happens, i learn a little in math, a little in spanish.....get a little more pissed off at Mr.Cook*-->Not really any boys inparticular..there's a sweet Junior guy but i'm shy..he's shy...never gonna happen<--
Marilynn plays varsity tomorrow, i'll be at the game for sure*even if i'll be studying for Chemistry**Nice day today..60 degrees..i remember when it used to be 85 and i was excited...anything in the high 50's will make me smile*Boarding is gonna be great this winter, hopefully i'll get out a few more times*..Lifes goin good for the most part, i must confess..but before i go* Funn Story-->Byrd and I were hot tubb'n and it got a little hott so we ran around the grass in the back yard and then it hit us....lets run around the block-->so 11pm we're running in our bathing suits around the block..CHILLY BABY CHILLY*..great times..
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Me Singing "party for two!"
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October 31st, 2004
01:28 am
Hello World..Beautiful, yet disapointing world* Chilling with the Byrd this weekend..Happy Halloween my Queens!!..Michigan won, big bummer, hope State's Qb is ok*We would have kicked their patooties if he would have played the whole game*Cut my hair, its soo different but I'm happy* Still no love interest,not even a thought to who will replace T.V.S, as long as they don't break my heart this time around*Mom is getting me a computer next week i think since I broke mine..yea smart i know!*Hope everyone had a fun time at Trisha's, i wasn't really up to dressing myself up and going*Halloween is overrated*Volleyball is weeks away...how thrilled is everyone?*Everyone is getting their liscenses (Amanda, Megan, Swartsmiller, Autumn) they'll be trucken my J'Do ass everywhere till August ;)* Amanda would like me to annouce "TED can be a DICK HEAD"*We've spent this weekend doing pointless things-->country music..driving with her fasha..amanda *O*Ting..me showing my boobs in a picture practically...Dumb Ass Amanda!!..but whatever, good times good times*Being in the byrd household is always a trip!..sometimes i wonder about her..* This "hoochie-mama" had fun..sober and all but hope things will get better, there is always next weekend*Give it up for the X-country gurls..1st place in regionals, and clarkston boys...too bad u lost*..I have to go..amanda is loosing her mind* She's fucking odd**Luvie Babie Luvie...Remember, SMILE!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) ditzy
Current Music: She's
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October 15th, 2004
02:50 pm
*Spent last night alone..writing "I love you tyler" and burning it...throwing away everytime he made me smile and Rereading my diary..all the incredible things he made me feel and making myself forget them. I know it was all apart of the game, the game he decided to play on me...i was easy, i know. I think for now I'm just going to enjoy being this empty soul he's forced me to become.*even now after i've found out the truth, i still have to say what a fun party it was*..
..Rainy Day, Slow friday..hope it picks up when the evening strikes* Suppose to go club'n tonight with Pambid but it looks kinda negative..party tomorrow, yea baby!!*Country gets you pumped and smiling, my goodness!!*Homecoming was beautiful, I danced with Drew!!*Yea..i sound like i'm five but i was excited, he's a D-O-L-L!!*Tryed to find Jesse but he was with his gurl most of the night*Yes...i have my nextel finally. 3437410!!Call me bitches ;) But anyways..Halloween is just a few weeks away, yayah!*..Advice for you froshies, never take Chemistry, Cook's an ass hole and its effin hard!!!*Nice day off from school after my 3 day sick leave, got up nice and early (8am..ok not that early!) went running in the rain, so very refreshing...did sum stuff to strengthen my wrists and have been designing my new room!!*Its gonna be "off the heEzy"*teehee!!..Can't wait for volleyball, I just gotta get my mind off boys.... Kessler-Coatney, they're both just not gonna happen*it would be nice though!!..
Try'n to do sum sweet stuff with my hair, crazy fun--not!!!
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: 99.5--Detroit's ONLY country
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October 5th, 2004
07:20 pm
..Homecoming Week, let the festivities begin!!..Powder Puff last night, it was another victory for the seniors..Laura Kupe, you rock my world!(scoring the first touchdown and all!)*Can't wait till next year...RunningBack right here!!*Sat with the gang..well about half of it* Byrd wiped out on the stairs, what a loser*Saw Teddy for the first time in ages..first I didn't even recognize him but wow...it made my night seeing him!!*
..Been sick and not in a very good mood...i apologize*I have about a million piles of homework to do in the next two days but i'm avoiding it..maybe it'll disapear*My dress sucks fucking ass, i hate it*but whatever..its just a dance*Blake things i'm stuck up because i don't want a date...ya he's a loser;)*Drew still gives me looks in the hall, just not as much*Wonder if we'll even get to be friends?*JESSE KESSLER IS ON THE MARKET!!!His gurlfriend of 4 years is now gone..of course not out of the picture but still....single is what i was hopen for*Unfortunetly we have the same name but he's still G-E-O-R-G-E-O-U-S*!Was outside for an hour today working on my effin serve...will i ever get the ball over the net fast enough..good enough?*I'm thinking i'm getting cut this year and it scares me*School is gayer than ever before...the only class i seem to enjoy is spanish because Eric Essian is the funniest mutha fucka in the world!!*HaaEeeY YoU!;)*I feel like i've found my place...guys are finding out i'm not a bitch, ya big suprise to them!?*haha...Last night I turned on the radio and heard my hubbie John Mayer, well my X-Hubby!!*haha Man, i haven't taken his c.d. out in such a long time*I turned the tv on and who was it...Ryan Cabrera..my acoustic hero!!*Man...I need a BoyFriend, yea right!!*Well i'm gonna go try and do a little more homework* Battle of the Bands tomorrow baby!!!*i hope its even better than last year*;)..Cough.Syrup...Hot.Tea...Book.Bag-->Make it all go away!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sick.gif) sick
Current Music: ..On the Way Down..
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September 29th, 2004
04:30 pm
.~Arabian Nights~04' Homecoming Baby!!!.Can't believe its already next saturday.Came so fast.I just got back from my ortho appointment..i get my cellular for sure, no doubt, on friday!!*So you all best be calling me when i give you my number*Gotta get shoes to match my dress this weekend...who wants to help me out?*Its a definitie toughy..green dress but what kind of clear shoes!*I'm picky(megan, ur ass is coming with me, dont' make plans!)*Well...whatever i decided it doesn't matter because this little miss doens't have a date:(*Brittany and Andrea told Drew i wanted to go with him to homecoming(luv those gurls!)but since we haven't formally been introduced its not looking too good*Oh yea..about the introduction*I told everyone i wanted to do it myself...meet him on my own terms, because there isn't gonna be someone holding my hand in a few years...i've gotta learn how to do things myself*So thanks for the offers but I'm gonna try it myself*Made a FOOL of myself today because yes...i didn't talk to him and when he left his friends, when he saw me, and jumped behind me would have been the perfect time but I didn't know it was him until Kirt and Byrd were like jessica!!he's behind you* and so I stopped and looked..yea, felt kinda gay*Went upstairs to find him but he was with a group of people so I'll try again tomorrow I guess*Just coincidence that he ended up sitting right in front of me at the assembly on Friday, well of course but it still would have been a good time also*So yes...I will say it now, I Heart<3 Drew*Can't say i like him so that is that*Hoping that maybe after homecoming we can hit things off because he's the only guy i'm even a little interested in*Too Perfect they're telling me*just what i've been looking for*We'll see though*Anyone wanna tutor me in Chemistry..i have a C- and I need major help because Mr.Cook is gay!!*but i'm just excited because tomorrow is a new day...and I will try again to talk to him, to maybe in a few weeks be his gurlfriend?*Yea..that would be sweet now wouldn't it?
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) anxious
Current Music: On the Way Down<--Acoustic
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September 22nd, 2004
05:57 pm - Days...Days..
..Full day of classes on a wensday, it sucked..signed a contract pretty much saying that we can dance like we're doing it face to face but certainly not like we're doin it up the ass...cuz man, its soo much!;)*Principals speach on why we shouldn't hump was a funny one...better than last years assembly on abstinance*Dad's big 48th birthday is days away...what do you get the best dad ever?*..I'm gonna have to think of this one*..3.guys have asked me and three no's have been spoken, maybe 4..friend has been hinting that he wants to go with me but thats a definitie no no no...there is only one boy i wanna go with, one boy i wanna say yes to, one boy i wanna be with*..Everyone is try'n out the dating scene, since its just so not possible to go with a guy as friends..sheash!!*I've seen enough bad endings in my life time to rewrite every romantic to be realistic*..Jeans wripped in the crotch, yea..it sucks*i like these..easy axess jeans now..jp*Ryan Cabrera's C.D. is unbelivably close to what I've gone through the past year*Tyler mainly...Curtis a little...and now this new guy*..Trying again on my way to 2nd hour, if not on the way to 3rd..to say a "hi" and chatt a little...about anything*If only i was pretty like her, smart like her, fast like her...then i could get away with his heart like she did*Homefully he isn't looking for the perfect girl he had and seems to not want*Got a bad feeling about this one...that he is gonna end up likg that one friend of mine, see them together don't i*?..Been alone for quite some time now, not by choice..no one has come along that i truely want to chase after...no one after that incredible disapointment reffered to as my "past experience"*Thought i found one but he was totally wrong for me..he loves his girl and they are beautiful*even though i think she hates me* and curtis...he's a negative, too cool of a guy to even want that but this boy...he's beautiful*Friends say he is perfect..everything I've been describing and waiting for*.-->Pray for me, that maybe he might fall...fall hard into me*So here is my cheesy romantic heart telling all that I wish I could say or explain to him or friends*I've stooped to writing in a computer based jounral baring my soul...yes it is pothetic*but i warned you didn't I...this is my confessional*
Current Mood: disguisable
Current Music: Ryan Cabrera-->"True"
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September 19th, 2004
08:17 pm - Be Happy
Can you believe michigan television broadcasting?*They didn't even cover the Green Bay game...don't they know its my life!?*Well...they lost this afternoon, from the sound of things it was a rough game, we had too many easy things happening to us, even our captain Ahman Green couldn't carry us through and Longwell was off so I'm not that bummed I guess*I like that Boo song with Usher and Alicia Keys in it, its soo cute*Clarkston won on Friday...ya boys!!*Exceelent game, the jungle needs to definitly pick up the speed though*!Craig Thomas took his shirt off and put a big C on that sexy chest of his;)!*I got sick...wasn't expected for the cold*I'll get over this case of sniffles...no doctor needed i'm hopen*Babysat Saturday night, yes..that was interesting*..Don't you all love that Counting Crows song..."accidentally in love", one of my favorites but what do expect from such an awesome group....they've been around forever my goodness*
No Developement day this week...i think i might just fall asleep half way through the week and never wake up!!-->Wanna meet this boy soo bad, walking up to my car he was right next to me...why didn't i say anything?* Oh well...my good straigtner broke so for the week I have to use my travel one...so this will be a bad hair week*Anyone have an ideas for a purse color..my dress is green like jungle fever green and I never thought about what to do!*haha Well...this little gurl is gonna go get ready for bed and dream...dream hard*
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September 17th, 2004
04:15 pm - Happy Days...Laughing Times
Goodness...you say a kid is cute and all of a sudden every gurlfriend of yours and his is going bonkers...but i guess that is what makes CHS soo damn funny*People live off rumors....its ok, as long as its not me ;)*Drew is just cute...I don't even know the kid, but i'm eagar to meet him now that people actually thought i liked hiM!Lol*well that didn't make sense but oh well* Xavier rocked my world today...well not like that, but what a great kid, and history partner*He taught me that i have to be good with both hands...if u know what i mean!*Lol Daddy is suppose to get me my cellular today but he's busy so i might just be waiting till we both have free time again...next friday*lolI suggest that everyone buys the Ryan Cabrera C.D. if u like acoustic music, cuz its pretty darn sweet, except that the c.d. is like highlighter yellow...yuck!
My homecoming dress is green and once i get rid of these fat bags on my hips, i'm sure i'll look stunning*Gotta buy sum clear shoes or i'll look like a jungle jane cuz its a little crazy*Conditioning is going good..its a great time to be with lindsey and caitlin, i love those kids!..No Date Still but today i got asked "jess, you're a good looking gurl, why don't you date anyone?...get in the game!" and honestly, will someone tell me why i'm not in the game?*Its been 2 years and i see gurls that aren't that cute get guys off the gorgeous isle*lol but good for them...i'm happy with myself and being the mediatior to arguments* but i gotta go get ready for the football game...get out there and cheer my boys on!!! Go Clarkston..tailgate is at 5:30**Luvie and u all enjoy the weekend ya here! ;)
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September 10th, 2004
03:39 pm
..*I love it when people think I'm hott!!*..exspecially if they're cute too*If that certain Junior could throw a few looks at me, well that would just be perfect now wou'dnt it!*..No date for homecoming yet, and I decided I don't want one...its just gonna be a no go, but the dress shopping is still set for sunday i think*..This little shy girl is having a rough time not being bitched out by her best friend* Sorry, i don't go around and say hi to every soul i know, even if they might not know me...its just not my style*WIsh i could though, just be open about it all...shy girl, thats me*Some it may come to as a surprise but I'm not the enthusiastic wild child that I may seem to be when it comes to letting people into my life, people that can make or break me*people that i could fall for...its just kinda scary*I'm not pretending to be who i'm not, i just don't let my guard down till i know its safe, and it takes a while..the only people who have seen the retard blonde that I am are Megan,Warren,Josh B., and Teddy*So..i'm meeting this new gorgeous boy on Monday i guess, I'll try being a little more talkative and we'll see how things go, just looking for a friend!*Oh, here we go again...friend goes after me for liking a junior boy that i haven't talked to this year*If i wasn't so obsolite i would tell her to fuck off but here's me, avoiding the long discussion, or confrenation we would have encountered*maybe for the best, i guess*Just used sum big words..not quite sure if their in the right text but thats alright with me!*..Well over and out*Gorgeous Boy to investigate and Junior to gossip about!!*..so clarkstonish, go wolves!! Beat harrison (try atleast!)
..*Luvie<3...
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September 8th, 2004
08:09 pm - somedays
..Somedays its just gonna keep on hurting, not knowing how he really feels..past the x in the hallway, we, once again didn't say anything* We resort to asking eachothers closest friends how we've been and who we're chasing*my friends respond "Tyler...she's finally content with her life"..hinting that they should just stay away and his friends say "He's still looking for what you gave him"..not love but that phsyical attraction feeling, i hope he finds it*As long as they don't act like we did, it won't hurt as bad*We'll continue to talk online and maybe later on I'll be able to face him in school...look him in the eyes without crying*..Closest friends suggest putting myself out there but i've never really experienced anything with anyone else...and it'll just be weird*I've been hands off for how long?*4 years...its a little tough jumping back in*Other than our ocward relationship, all is well in this life*I think Johanna hates me though cuz I USED to like Teddy before I knew how serious they were and I feel bad about that whole deal but things are pushing on into October*Homecoming baby**Just told Steve that I liked his friend...even though his friend doesn't date anyone really, its still nice to try right?*JunIOr's Name is Nick Sorise, gorgeous if i may say so myself but out of reach*Bummer for me*I am next in line for ****, let me tell you!!*LIked him last year when Meg had spanish with him and now that we talk sometimes...i call him for real!!!*..Goal for this month, is to, at a game..pull ty away and talk..got a few things to tell hiim, things that none of my friends have heard*I won't cry then...i can't be messing up my make up at a game...how clarkstonish is that!*Not expecting me to admit to feeling love or to say things that would just take my breathe away but just to understand some things...understand me*Maybe after that he'll get to see the me, he said he wanted to love but has never had the chance*..Homecoming is in exactly one month tomorrow, so this little miss has to go dress shopping A.S.A.P...i'm thinking red, or black, or gold*Yes...that would just be perfect wouldn't it*?*The days are getting shorter..winter is approaching*VOLLEYBALL baby!!!but while i wait for that...i'll try to talk to this Junior Boy, let him know i'm his for the taking*wait for **** to dump his girlfriend and hang out with neighbor boy!!*..Weekend with neighbor boy in the tent!!*and megan...don't worry, we will be Good*;)*!!Grab sum O.J,sum Vodka...and Budweiser(sry..i'm a Bud fan!!)and sum Schnapps!!*
..Love..
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August 31st, 2004
04:03 pm - ..Boys in my hallway..
..and its a reflection of beautiful part of my past*Looked back on all my entries and my favorite one.."hmm <3".Favorite part of my summer thats for sure!!!..besides swimming in from the middle of the lake...Cameron Gabrial Kristin!!*Anways....2nd week of school, only about a million more days to go but i guess its not that bad*Favorite part of the day is walking back from lunch..I see best friend's x-boy interest and other friend's obsession...and i think to myself, i can be everything to you, if you just give me a chance, but no one will ever know that thought* I could loose friends over it but still...i find myself thinking it*Shame on me i guess!!*He is super cute and funny*hmm....Neighbor boy is interested a little thanks to megan...don't really know what to do about that except call him and say lets camp out together!!;)Oh yea..Megan, u me and my neighbor boy are going to do that next weekend child!*back to the hallway walk..there is this junior boy who watches me, and we seem to make eye contact everytime he passes or I walk by and he was in geo with me last year, very sweet and cute but who knows what he's thinking* Maybe he's out of reach...but its worth a try right*?..all i gotta do is introduce myself to him..shy gurl, thats me*yea...it sucks*Not doing it the elementray way and having gurls run up and say stuff, i wanna talk...me*We'll see...I can sound exactly like Alicia Keys it rocks bt it is homework time again...for the next 3 hours*Maybe mom will let me go tanning tonight, that would be nice!!or get my phone this week, that would be even better*!!GO CLARKSTON ATHLETICS!!*
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August 30th, 2004
03:30 pm - Live for Friday Football
So here is how things go down...friday night, I go to the game looking so very sexy, if i may say so myself! and sit with the gang and about a trillion other kids that are sweet too*..Drew DEFINITLY is stupid for never talking to me in public...he's too shy to i guess!.but any way!!*I saw austin and he looked so cute with his short hair, just too cute...and me, jason, and caitlin kinda watched the kids while byrd well...didn't!!!*Saw ryan kick his 33yard punt, it was decent i guess* he should be goin 64 though...not that anyone could run that fast anyway!;)haha and it was a good game...and then the rain came!!*--Little max 5 years old did baseball slides down the hill...it was funny as hell while I spyed on my past experience..if i'll call it that**He was checken into 2 froshies...ok strike one..they were freshman, strike 2, one was blonde, and strike 3...the other one was an effin cheerleader!!*He knows better than that, i know he does* Well...Jason and I kept an eye on him but nothing went down..thank goodness* and no, i'm not jelous by any means i'm just...concerned?*Well...Amanda and Ryan didn't work out very well..such a shame cuz he is soo awesome for only knowing him like a week*..The rain reminds you of the true beauty in people doesn't it!?*It really brought back memories on friday, thats for sure*but anyways...I'm too happy to have a boyfriend, and I love to smile way too much to have one!!*All in same, having new friends and being closer with the old ones is making everything so wonderful* Kisses and Huggs to all of my friends for just...making me want to smile!!!*Even with all the homework i have tonight....nothing could take the joy out of this day!!!*Happy Labor Day weekend...Party for me, and Go Clarkston!!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Whitney Houston!!
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August 26th, 2004
04:06 pm - -P-L-A-N-S-
..Border Line, feels like I'm going to loose my mind!!!..I love that song*I just found out he had feelings for me, that he really didn't mean to break my heart...wish i still believed "better late than never"*Pass him in the hallway, I can barely smile but now...i guess that is the least I can do*School started off rough but it gets better everyday...funniest shit, let me tell you*My "mr.right"..same guy that i talked about in the above sentenses...asked my BEST FRIEND is he could fuck her?*Is he retarted or what!?*Being in the "normal" classes keeps things interesting even though i miss all my smart friends!!!*I quit swimming today, and it feels so right...and CLARKSTON PLAYS R.ADAMS TOMORROW, be there and support or school bitches!!!*Party Hard all weekend with my Byrdie!!!*Watching the Notebook, is it good!?..I love my seXy gurls..they just make my life soo complete*;)..and that one special guy in my life at this point in time..he doesn't have any idea how fast he makes my heart go...Marilynn, Byrd, and I have a plan...and 1 part of this sceme we have planned is going to be successful but the other 2 parts are questionable...i've got the hardest task by far!!!*I think this Madonna stuff is like puttting me in this mood...No one can stop me now!!*how corky is that...but what the hell*!!!*
"cuz you've got the best of me!!"...and let me tell ya, he has the best of me...he just makes me such a good person..he makes me feel beautiful**Its the best*est feeling!!!Homework calls***
Luvie<3
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August 23rd, 2004
02:55 pm - Monday
Home from school....wolunteered my time excorting froshies, now my little feetsies hurt big time!!*Running splits tonight for my team, which sucks*School starts tomorrow, how dumb is that!!?*I'm definitly not ready and i kinda lost my schedule i think* Sister left for Virginia for a few days...kinda cool i guess!!*Jess's party rocked my world...First of all*Rent the movie Fear it is scary as hell, except with palace of course!!*My friends definitly...they just are the BestEst people EVER!!!*Curtis and I have a class (mini celebration for me!)...got no sleep last night cuz of Megan!!-->No sexy freshman this year...when did Holly's brother get cute?*haha jp;)*Anyway...tomorrow will be the beginning of an effin long but exciting year*First hour is gonna rock with Allison*Off to the pool till 10:00...what a week we're gonna have!!!Gonna take a nap since i woke up at 5am this morning**So exhausted from swimming...50 days left of practice!!!!204hours**Go Varsity Chickies!
Smile Baby Smile!!!
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